Smile for everything

For me,
Its better to smile,
rather than i keep thinking,
and made myself sad...

Its not that I am acting to be happy,
Its not that I am fake to myself,
But in this way, many things can settle in one time.
I will not ask again and again, repeat and repeat.

RM 7600,
For me, its already past,
and its become a joke in my daily life,
But i think this joke is very good for me,
As Bro Yang told me : Its an experience, just learn for it..

I will not ask for my past,
I will ask for my future,
Yes, you are well-educated doesn't mean you are success in your life,
Everyone have their own opinion,
We cannot force everyone to follow us,
But now,
For me,
I made all the effort, to make my parents happy,
Now, for me, no matter who say well educated doesn't mean I am success in my life,
For me, in my first-level of life, Yes, I am success in my life,
I can make my parents happy is the most important things right now,
Because they are older and older, so, its the result they want from me today...

I still remember in one of the foundation year, I get 3.8 and my dad email to me : Congratulations my dear daughter.. You know that you are stubborn in primary school time. No matter how hard you try, you still fail.. When you UPSR time, you  ardworking to study, but you still have no luck, just 4A's. Daddy buy a very super normal phone for you that time because you cry. You think that you are very hardworking but end up with failure. Daddy buy a very stupid secondhand phone to you because to encourage you for your secondary life. Than you tell daddy, you aim to play badminton well as you think you are not good in study no matter how hard you try, daddy send you to sport school. 3 months later, you say you don't want to be a super good badminton player already, I send you back to hometown to continue your common secondary life. Before, PMR, you meet another trauma, someone that who love you so much passed away, but you managed to challenge yourself and get 7A's. Your mum kiss you for the first time, daddy happy, daddy did not show it, than daddy buy a RM 700 ++ camera ( its quite expensive that time). Its a new cause daddy think that although you are stubborn, stupid, but you can overcome it. That's the spirit I see on my daughter. SPM, you did badly, because you get into Kelantan badminton player team..Its hard to maintain both...
In foundation, the luck come. You again prove and prove to us that you are super good. You are still stupid, but because you are hardworking enough, you win everything. Hardworking help you catch up all the things, so you become clever now..

Last, daddy email me, to make your parents happy in your first-level life, you are success enough in this stage.. The growth is still long way, but this way you did it well.. Keep it up!