Stress out

It really not the easy way to study in UTAR,
especially this course that I had chosen,
But if i stay down and looking down,
I will just waste my time..
Rather than that,
I choose to behave forward,
looking forward,
even though i really struggle,
as it not really simple,
But at least looking forward is better than I stay behind.

Heard that one of the excellent students from our campus commit suicide in the UTAR building,
many thought that he chose the wrong way,
He did not think twice, he did not think  about his future, his life, his family,
But for me, he choose the way he think that is better for him,
He chose the way that none of the people will chose,
He is brave enough,
Overcome the high, who else can do this? I think all of us afraid to have the end of life,
But he choose to end his life.
This is what he think to do...
And I choose to wish him for the new journey..

I admit I am stress out with Community Service,
It actually not hard,
But it quite disappointing with commitment from the group members,
I choose to keep silent and settle up eveything myself..

maybe, for me, happiness is very simple,
as long as i have happy family and someone love me,
Glad that I have a great life... with them