I don't like last minute work,
At least, if I forgotten something in the last minute,
I still managed to keep it...
When keeping my fav,
I saw my Course Transfer letter,
From Commerce Account to Accounting,
I told myself : 选择这一步，林小青，你好勇敢。。。
选择这一步，
你必须放弃的可真多了，
你必须承受多多少少的压力，
骗朋友们，也也许不明白的他们，也会失去友谊，
离开的话，还要面对一切不熟悉的地方，
好像一个赌注一样。。。
One person need to find some space to do those things alone,
It damn tired,
You need to suddenly find some idea to avoid from them,
When to avoid, how to avoid, where to avoid,
All are the problems,
As they always WITH you all the time..
When you already get the idea to avoid them,
You walk lonely without them,
In the mind, think a lot of things,
Walk lonely through all the blok,
And you get your daddy confirmation whether really choose this way,
He persuade me : Yes, you must do it. And other things we will think again...
After you already sign it, you still cannot be comfortable to yourself,
Attend to the half of the class,
Answering the questions of : "Where you go just now, why so late "
This questions make all lies began to start one by one...
The feeling of myself in Sem 3 is so terrible,
Mix up with everything,
Sometime badmood also don't even how to tell,
Luckily Jie Ning with me,
I cry a lot,
Because I think a lot,
I lie a lot..
其实自己很佩服自己，就有人曾说：我想帮你承担你的痛，因为你受伤了很久，没人发现。。。 你真的很棒！当你每次这样说，我也知道，当一个骗子，要想到自己身旁的感受，自己真的累。。。
直到一些友谊越来越破碎的事情发生时，我真的累了。。 That time, feel very super angry and tired, finally one of the best best friend in the world approach to me and ask why I become like that... And i told her everything.. I didn set my mind, I told her the whole thing, what happening on me without stop. I talk with crying, with the blood raining from my nose, and she know the time, two people in the room, what we can do, cry the whole night.. And she said : don't leave me...
慢慢的她劝我告诉一位一直以来都照顾我的人。。 其实，还蛮感谢他，帮我撑很多很多东西。。 他需要撑的不只是我，还有朋友，还有我的好姐妹。。。 心里真的因为他，而变得更好。。 虽然有时还会想多多，幸好他明白。。 那个他，自己懂啦。。
Later on Fung the next knowing... And many many more knowing..Hihi..
Finally, Setiawan trip is the best ever trip I have.. Thanks my sister, Xuan and her bf for planning the trip only for me.. Help me celebrate birthday and everything.. I really enjoy.. Got you this sister, is so so 温暖。。 因为够肉，够肥。。。 又要考试，又想到我。。你为了我，我知道，你付出好多。。。
这一年，真的收到好多好多的信。。。 我粘啊粘，才发觉那么多。。 情信的不多，作怪的信就好多。。。
The last present from Kampar friend.. She be the last.. The last letter (with so many letter) and the last present I ever had from that girl that actually same course with me before I transfer. She also one of them that always will be with me.. A lots of sister. Friendly speaking, I love them...
Today, go to post office to take my new KL room keys.. Thanks to my roommate for her help. When I compare with my Kampar room home, nothing can be compare.. There too lot of memories, we sleep together, play together in the room, I won't forget.. It will have the new owner later on.And the new owner is my best sister in the world, Serlyne.. She choose to take my room.. And I know because the room belongs to us. We always sleep together..
1397, Bye... I will meet you next moment...
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