Friend, end... :(

In this friendship,
It had been destroyed,
Because I admit it my fault..
Not you all fault...
Every single little thing,
Because of me, all of us become like that...

My feeling,
how to describe???
Lost the friendship with her,
And I know, I will lost one by one of you,
Because.. I know it..

Now smaller gang and smaller,
Some at that side, Some at this side,
And I feel the feeling of Sem 1 finally no more,
And I getting dissapointed see the gang stated to seperate into different groups,
And my feeling... " Why my last foundation sem"

What you wrote in facebook, one by one words hurt me enough,
one by one word get into my mind,
and I, just can silently cry......
Both of you actuallly hurt me enough and enough..
I can smile in front of you all,
but who know my feeling???
Whose know!!!

You all two just care of yours feeling,
Where to put my feeling,
Why I must make choices between he and her?
I suffer enough...
You all do not know...

有些人把你的付出往外抛，选择她喜欢的人. 经过这么多事情，让wo受尽了做傻瓜的滋味... 有些人太虚伪，表里不一，浪费大家时间，添麻烦，

This sentence will always remain in my heart.. And sorry, all my friends, 大家就是你们, I do not know that between me and him will waste you all time... If it really affect you all, I am so sorry. I had done my best, and you all will know it...

Hurt feeling no one know, he do not know, she do not know, and me, really get hurting.. And if possible, I give up on both.. I try to satisfied both of you, I try myself to get back the friendship. And for the love,  give me time... Again, sorry for the time... I waste all of you time.. But, the most important thing, No one of you know that I really suffer enough this semester, just Moon know it...

Just to say : Sorry, I waste all of your time... And you, when we always together, all and her already think that we like couple.. But actually, just we both two know that we are very good friend. And now the reason why i always will play badminton before you propose to me, the reason you already know right?  Only us know... 

I remain quiet in facebook, but my heart really broken... and getting smaller. I just can apologize that wasting our gang time...