Love for 8 child

05.01.2013,
Bad start for the new year,
As I lost someone in my life,
Not a seconds,
But entire of my life...

She is 71, maybe, yea,

For some people, it is the time to end up her life,

But for all of us, 8 child and 23 grandchild,

It is so sudden,

Because she is so strong...

My brother always take care of my grandma and grandpa in the grandma house,

Early in the morning,

She was unwell,

And my brother fetch her to the Hospital,

That time where was me?

Still sleeping..

8 am
She vomit suddenly,
And in a painful,
My brother fetch her to the hospital.

The time, doctor told my mum : it is just 50-50...

But, fortunetely, managed to save up my grandma, 

and everything look very normal...

3 pm 
I went to hospital with my aunt all,

They went back home, and I alone take care of her..

We talked to each other like normal,

The nurse ask me to go out as it is in CCU,

And she told the nurse that she want me to company her,

She say more convenient...

But i still need to go out...

6.00 pm
The younger aunt come to take her turn

And I went back.

8.00 pm
My dad suddenly ask all of us in the house to go to hospital again,

And when I went up to the lift, I told myself : Grandma nothing happen, grandma still well,

But, everything change...

The lift opened : It end up with the "hand" word from my uncle and cousins, call me to calm down...

Only with the hand signal, I know what is it...

The time I only think : Where is my mum??

In 8 child, my mum is the closest among all,

And my mum have astma...

Luckily, I saw she is so calm among all,

She settle everything...

She advice all her sibling..

Come back home, I know she won't so tough.

In front of her siblings, she need to be strong,

In front of me, she said : Who will be her adviser when she need  someone more?

She lost someone after my sister..

What can I advice to her???

Still, crying...

The moment grandma will leave us far away,
From her home,
All in tears,
The moment all feel that she won't come back again

                                      

Everyone cried,

1 husband, 8 child, 8 daughter/son in law, 23 grandchild ,3 great grandchild ,
Cries in the moment,....
Tears accompany her way...
Always people asking me : why I always back to grandma house,
The answer I would answer : Becoz my mum ask me..
But today, I realize because grandma is so important to everyone of us..

Last word for grandma :
I will take care of mummy,
I will take good result,
I will study hard,
Grandma, you must be strong without us,
You must be a very great grandma,
Cause all coming back for you