Miss you so much~

How am I going to express your feeling when you are missing of someone? I miss him so so much. He gone for my life. Not in a while, but in entire of my life. 4 years you leave me.. Should I said I miss you badly?

Dear CJQ :
I miss you so so much. You are the first who give me confident whenever I am in a bad mood. Now, I am struggling with my study life. Because I always remember you tell me that I must always study... The first person in my life that tell me that I have a great smile... I will always smile no matter what happen... You are the someone who always sing for me a song, who always advice me, who always help me, who always like my attitude, who always care for my health when I am nobody.,.. I still can't make anyone who is perfect for me because I know, I am losing someone that too perfect in my life..

Everytime you go where, you will buy for me many many things. And now, wherever i go, I will keep it in my heart.. Even you are not in my life, but I know you are always in my heart..

I still will always remember the last sms from you in my life at 12 a.m

First star : You chase me

Second star : I accept your love

Third star : You are my bf

Fourth star : You will love me forever.

I do not get the 2nd, 3rd, 4rd stars, but you give me the whole star when you decided to leave me...

Word for you :

Thanks for always be with me when you are in this world. Thanks for making your girl so happy. And me, will always happy no matter what happening.

 Because I know I am your girl..

I will get a correct person in my life, don't worry.. 

And your phone number, 01794761** will always be in my mind .

I will continually sms you when your birthday time, when our big day and etc.